Sunday, June 22, 2008, 3:57 PM
to you know who,its nice being frends wit u. i really appreciate the chance to have known you. but love have never understand the meaning to force. i cant force my feelings to love someone i dont.like i told you,i can't really trust girls in a relationship nowadays. i could say i love you. but NEVER have i fallen in love with you. its 2 different meanings. jsut like how i love farawr. i treated you the same. dont shed a tear for me. if u really love me, learn to let go and not be too emotional. not tryna be harsh. but really, its not worth crying over a guy like me. no matter how hard u cried, even if i pity u, and i try to accept u in my life, even if i cudnt love u taht much, wouldnt it hurt u more? would u rather have that, or a haappier life wit someone else u might find soon.to be fair,i thought we could work something out.but you took it way too fast girl,we bare knew each other and im not willing to commit myself into someone who i barely even knw,you may say you understand me but actually you don't girl.its no point saying im sorry cause,no matter how much i say sorry,i know it wouldnt ease the pain ive inflicted.please,no matter what happens you're still a friend of mine.you can count on me for that.on a lighter note,ive decided to start blogging again(: