Thursday, March 27, 2008, 8:40 PM
you don't know how painful it was for me to say that to you.but im sorry i was left with no choice.i really couldnt take how our friendship was going further and further apart as days go by.idk if you realised that or not.and we're not like we're used to girl.i simply get upset just to think back how close we used to be and the state we're in nw.im sorry if my words the other have hurt you in one way or anotha,you urself said it that it was very unlike me to say all that.but really cause alot of things has been happening and you haven't taken notice of that.and i too havent heard much frm you.do you realise how happy i was when we met by accident the other day?you don't right? let me tell you I WAS FCUKING HAPPY.it was quite a while since i last saw you and to get a lukewarm reaction frm you,did make me frown a lil bit.that was where i stated thinking,have we really fallen apart?where did it go wrong?has our 9 year friendship gone down the drain?it made me really think girl.that was how bad it was cause ive nvr doubted our friendship,this is the first time i felt so.if you need more time to think im willing to give you all the time in the world to do so.i just want the old you back.and i want it A.S.A.P please? cause i really don't want to lose my childhood superhero just like that.p.s- i really can't help but wait,for now.