Wednesday, January 16, 2008, 1:45 AM
i have been seeing too many couples these few days.envy you may say.i do admit to being envious or you may say jealous.who wouldn't correct me if i'm wrong.to have that special someone to share those precious little moments to share with,to have that special someone who will always be there for you come rain or shine,to have that someone who fights for your honour no matter what.but in the light of having those things in mind,i may have forgotten the ugly side of it.Affairs,fights,etc. they can just seem to be too much to handle.it can certainly make someone be on the verge of giving up all together.envy i maybe,but tell me who really has the perfect relationship without having to go through fights with your partner? even husbands and wives have fights but still make up in the end of the day.to say i love not having a relationship with that special someone might be an understatement as i really do enjoy having that special someone but to have to go through the pains alll over again is what i really fear the most.so i'm now caught in between two minds.i help people in advices about matters of the heart,i myself cannot seem to find the right formula for myself.that i truly am ashamed off.And a thousand times I found myself asking, "Why? Why?"